Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Pride

A girl won't admit she loves the guy
They can't end up together
A starving man was in the brink of death
He can't make himself beg
He will die hungry
A guy won't admit he needs a woman
He pretends he's strong
A man was not able to say "sorry"
He will always have an enemy
I held up my head up high
I don't need anyone else
But when my pride was shattered
My life crumbles
All because of my damn pride

Monday, September 17, 2007

Privacy

I was in the middle of the crowd
People chattering endlessly around me
Singing their own favorite noise
Like bees in my ears
I hear them but I don't listen to a word they say
I stay unnoticed and I like it that way
I tried to lock myself up
Trying to shut away all the noise
But someone barge in and destroyed the door
Tears were pouring down my face
I'm exposed, humiliated
They're prying me with questions
I kept silent
I used my last resort, my thoughts
Yes, that's the last place they can invade
If I feel like crying, I'll do it silently
And they will never know
Oh how nice it is to know
That they will never know

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Freedom to Decide

I witnessed the world for the first time.
Innocence filled me
My eyes were closed and I followed the hand that held me
I was safe. I know I am
But then I felt weak
As if I can't stand with my own feet or think with my own mind
I know the way.
Like an ant falling in line
Blind but sure of himself
I just have to open my eyes but they wouldn't let me
"Just do this and do that," they said,"and you wouldn't get lost"
When I fall along the way, or feel pain and humilliation
I put all the blame to myself
Its my life in the first place
Damn, but I have my own mind
I wouldnt know my strenght nor my cleverness if not put into test
If I suffered I'll feel sorry
But at least I'm sure I'm to blame